Introspectsy
Just personal introspection.
Just personal introspection.
This QNOA is dark. I'm usually flippant and stuff but… you wanted some insight into me, and I've had some old self lurking lately. The theme is death, so trigger warning… that's a huge theme here. Be warned. And if you want to keep derpy silly dork me in your head as pristine, maybe skip this one.
TW: Death, Dying
I sit in maudlin silence
Doomed, if only in my mind
The weight of it all
Demanding my surrender
But, when I put my headphones on
The music brings me back to self
Me, grinning defiance as I sway
Remembering why I still fight
Resolve, pulsing with the beat
Bassline reverberating in my soul
Vocals, reminding me to love
And as the beat drops
My better self is restored.
I… don’t really know where this came from, I just… know it came from me. As meta as it might be, as strange as it seems, this… helped. I feel less out of alignment. I feel more ‘right’ after writing this, like I’ve regained a small piece of something vital. So… yeah.
Dio: *switches to new instance*
New Instance: *lol sorry broken*
Ugh…
I’ve done I think four “questions no one asked” on Diotima After Dark (<— NSFW) but I don’t think I’ve actually done one here. So, why don’t we give one a try? What do you think?
Well, whether you said yes or no… we’re doing it anyway. ^_^
That is what shitty politicians call a “non-binding referendum.”
“We like you for you” they say
Me, knowing they're wrong, but
Giving it one more chance
(Just one, I pretend)
I might be going crazy
I might have always been
Believing in potential
Believing I could win
This world needs epic heroes
I doubt I fit the bill
But if I've got to do it
I know I prob'ly will
Of course it'll likely kill me
Tief girl slain and dead
All because a heroic path
Camped in my crazy head.