Dio Writes

One does not make a deal with the devil

And expect to come out unscathed

But with the light of this world guttering

Perhaps it is time to arm myself

With the knowledge that she can provide

I do not turn away from the light

I embrace darker measures for darkest times.

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I remember my younger self

Knowing that I could never be enough

Perpetually dissatisfied, despairing

My unworthiness writ in every failure.

To she who struggled with despair

Who sought unattainable perfection

Trapped in a cycle of self-hatred

Looking for peace that would never arrive:

Listen

You have ALWAYS been enough

And you ARE worthy of love

Perhaps if I tell you then

Someday, I'll believe me too.

#writing #poetry #selfcare

This is non-fiction personal musing, nothing super exciting. If you want to wait for me to write fun fictional things then perhaps this is not the entry for you. Nothing sus, but there are mentions of weird occurrences that may not appeal to people firmly rooted in the rational.

#nonfiction #paranormal #strange

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Evils once contained

Have broken free of their prison

And fascism, cruelty

Are ascendant, have risen

In mythology, heroes

Kept their darkness at bay

But reality's crueler

Complacency created these days

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“Take a day or two to feel sorry for yourself when the worst happens, and then… figure out how you are going to win.”

That is my advice to myself in most things. Sometimes life goes off the rails and everything sucks and the temptation to just throw up my hands and surrender is tempting. But I mean, I’ve never learned how to give up, not really, and my sliiiiight stubborn streak refuses to allow me to quit. So yeah, maybe stuff sucks at the moment and maybe I’m having to work out a plan. But… there is good in this to be had, you know?

Like…

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I don't know how to quit; I've failed in so many ways, so many times and I still pick myself up, spitting blood and ready to fight. Some people say that makes me brave or I don't know, heroic but I think I just don't like to lose.

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What I write, invisible

Or mostly so

Poetry

Prose

Diatribes

Sex

Unseen, unread

These truths

Ephemeral monuments

Fading fast

Disappearing

Fragments in time

Glimpses of me

Lost

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There's enough doom and hopelessness to go around, but I'm not inclined to roll over and submit. I'm better than that and, you know what? So are you. :–)

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Viral, that's what I am

Words shifting perspective

Reason as a cancerous growth

Poison, seeping into your system

Truth, that deadliest of toxins

Operating from the shadow you cast

And taking you down, cell by cell.

#writing #poetry #revolution

So I've been like.. too busy to write for a little while, and I've been pretty out of inspiration too. River shared this prompt tho and hey, maybe it will help? And thinking about it, maybe I could use prompts to write a little too.

River's original shout out on the fedi here, and her response here

Why did you start blogging in the first place?

I got bored and ran out of snacks?

Jkjk. I needed somewhere to post longer stuffs and a blog made sense.

What platform are you using to manage your blog, and why did you choose it?

Right now I use write.as because it does not get in my way. Originally I was using it to federate but that feature is kind of meh in the writefreely system (not really conducive to engagement) but it is still the best for my purposes.

I might swap from write.as to self-hosted as part of my “give me back all of my things” quest but like... we'll see. 

Have you blogged on other platforms before?

Yes.

Oh wait was I like... supposed to elaborate?

Okay so yeah I have obv used Wordpress before, not the like... commercial version but the installed version. If posting short stories on Masto counts, I have done that too. And I have “blogged” on paper too. I know how Tumblr works but I refuse to confirm or deny if I have ver used it. 

How do you write your posts?

I dunno, it depends. It can be anything from a scrap paper or a notebook and a pen to a text editor to Standard Notes to actually using a word doc to just like.. writing it directly into the system. Whether I revise is really up to the thing I wrote... sometimes things are ready right off, sometimes I need time to tweak them. 

When do you feel most inspired to write?

When I have free time and when my emotions are high, whatever they are. Or, sometimes... I just get a fully formed story and I HAVE to write it, it is not about inspiration so much as it is about something that WANTS to be read. So I am just the medium, I guess.

So get my emotions high?

Do you normally publish immediately after writing, or do you let it simmer?

It really depends. Like... for poetry, I might spend some time tweaking it the same day, but most of my poetry is fueled by the moment so if I wait to write it, I lose the heart of it. So those are pretty much written while the emotions are fresh.

For stories, they are not always shared. Throwaway stuff I do not mind sharing as-is. For 'important' things, I let them sit so I can work on getting the wrong parts closer to correct. Like... those things that want to be read HAVE to be correct. And sometimes I do not know what is wrong, so I have to wait to understand.

For spicy stories, it is usually a few days. I try to make the interactions feel right, feel real, so I spend time making sure the interactions are correct. And I mean to be real I need at least a simmer of ...well, you know... to make it work.  Writing for alternate me is easy, writing for other people takes a lot more work because I'm very much into making sure I portray them correctly (and yes, there is sometimes field research involved.)

What’s your favourite post on your blog?

Probably my Masks poem, that was one that just needed writing. And my favorite story, well, I have not posted it yet bc it is not right. 

Any future plans for the blog?

Contemplating splitting off some stuffs, we shall see.

Who will participate next?

Whoever wants to! So probs no one.

#writing #blogging

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